i was at an election party in the mission with tim and some people i'd just met when they called it for obama. i sat there in shock for a few moments and then had the unbearable urge to run out into the streets and find everyone i could find, so i did, and i went all over town in an excited romp. i went to union square where the cable cars where ringing their bells joyously surrounded by a hooting crowd, to the north beach hilton to find more people i knew, to the castro wth those people, and finally ended up dancing in the street on valencia and 19th as i was trying to take myself home.
i've never felt so much togetherness and sheer joy in the streets of san francisco, even though prop 8 had passed. i don't think the prop 8 situation fully sank in until the following days.
on saturday, i took photos of the blazing sunset, then went to writers with drinks, then to north beach to meet tamera. we had amazing food and talks and then she took me on an epic hike up nob hill to visit mary ann, then back to the mission just in time to be given free strong gin and tonics at the last call at the latin american.
i continually lose the gifts that you gave to me. i lose earrings into the aether, drink the bottles of wine that i'll probably never afford again, leave your careful cozy gifts of armwarmers and scarves somewhere amongst that other lost gift, new york city. no more of these tokens, which i have relied on so much, are forthcoming. it amazes me how willingly this tangible evidence of our connection participates in the passage of time.