08 June 2005; 12:39 PM
UGH
I AM HOME FROM NYC
IT IS RAINING
I THINK ALL I'VE HAD IS COFFEE IN THE PAST TWELVE HOURS.
i slept like i was swimming in a peppermint mocha.
woke up to rain and gloom.
had involved dreams about moving back to NYC
and all kinds of weird doubts
i am super cracked out and jetlagged.
my music choices all involve bluesy yelling women - like the gossip.
there is so much work to do at my job. it never lets up.
i have this dream about working in an environment where i can run around all day and talk to people and get things done in the physical world. i miss my job at omega. i want something like organizing conferences or workshops, but i have no idea how to break into that field. any ideas?
i miss oliver like crazy.