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07 August 2005; 02:18 PM

irritation

mercury is in retrograde in leo, crossing back and forth across my mars, rubbing my grand fire trine into a frothy mess of confusion and frustration.

as a result, i am irritable and dissatisfied with everything. i have torn my room at home into total chaos, and now all i can do is complain about how messy it is and how there's nowhere to put anything. all the rooms in the house dissatisfy me and make me insane and frustrated.

as an unfortunate addition to this situation, i'm also totally unmotivated and can't seem to make any progress on any tasks, at home or work, and as a result all the stressors just keep piling up higher and higher. it's really a bad scene.

i'm not deep in despair or anything - in general life is fucking grand. oliver is wonderful and perfect, and i like everything i'm doing (or supposed to be doing, as the case may be). i love san francisco. i'm just having a fucking annoying phase of irritability and dissatisfaction with the day-to-day.

in other news: boleros are ugly.